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The Lost Love [Ep. 5 U2] [SpeedPostX]

June 28, 2024F95

A story about violence, betrayal, lust, revenge, and of course… Love.

You play as a guy in his late 30s. For the last 6 years, you have been living alone in your apartment building, away from your family. After a long time, you were able to open your heart to a few people, but there is still a big part of you that wants that old life back, which was stolen from you. But one day, someone from your past forces themself back into your life. With this person’s arrival, a series of events start happening. Finding a new investor for your company, helping your favorite barista, catching your sweet innocent neighbor doing something very sinful, and confronting your childhood bully.
You can’t remove the hatred and anger that the past birthed inside your heart, but the future is in your hands. Will you treasure the people you love? Or will you drown yourself in the well of vengeance?

Thread Updated: 2024-06-28

Release Date: 2024-06-28

Developer: SpeedPostX Patreon – Discord – Twitter – Itch.io

Censored: No

Version: Episode 5 U2

OS: Windows, Linux, Mac, Android

Language: English

Genre:

3DCG, Incest, Harem, Male Protagonist, Mobile Game, Voyeurism, Big tits, Big ass, Teasing, Interracial, Mystery, Romance, Sextoys, Animated, Ahegao, Creampie, Dilf, Drugs, Female domination, Group sex, Male Domination, Masturbation, Oral Sex, Vaginal sex

Planned Fetishes: Anal sex, BDSM, Corruption, Cheating (Not on you, you are the lucky fellow.), Public Sex, Netori ( those who don’t know, don’t worry you are safe.), Humiliation, Lesbians (optional), Lactation, Breeding, Pregnancy

Not planned/Never Gonna happen: Hard NTR(on Mc), Scat, Bestiality

Also, English is not my first language so please be kind, but I do not mind some productive criticism so please give your feedback.

Installation:

Extract & play

Changelog:

EPISODE 5 U2

RENDERS: 1550+

STORY:- 45k+ Words

ANIMATIONS:- 05

EPISODE 5 U1 Hotfix

1. Dorothy’s missing lewd scene

2. Dialogues related to Mikayla

3. Missing files

4. Error with changing the S_name in Jennifer’s scene.

5. People who want to play from the new start can do it now.

6. Fixed a lot of transitions between renders.

7. Fixed 2 Animated frames from Jennifer’s scene.

8. Fixed variables in Pathmaker

9. WT Mode

EPISODE 5 U1

Hi, guys. Happy New Year to you all, I hope this year brings you more happiness. This is the first update of episode 5, I stated in previous posts that episode 5 will be divided into smaller updates (750+ render small)

EPISODE 4 CG – RW

1. Reworked scene added. [50+ renders]

2. Fixed the scene with Mikayla in the Bathroom scene of Ep3.

3. Dialogue improvement.

4. Changed variable of WT mode, maybe this will fix the issue.

I hope you like this new starter scene, from now on I will be working on reworking the first episode from the side, but my main focus will be episode 5. And I know the reworked scene is quite small but this is a start. I hope you like what I added to the first scene.

EPISODE 4 CG

1. changed all the bad renders from episode 4 from the Lily scene, beach scene, dinner scene, and police station scene.

2. changed the design of the beach lady

3. changed the design of the lieutenant of NCPD

4. some minor dialogue changes

5. fixed the main menu of the Android port.

EPISODE 4

1. RENDERS: [2200+]

I can’t believe but yeah… 2200+ renders. Recently I found out that not all screen shows accurate colors, and my laptop doesn’t have 100% sRGB. I was curious about my renders and whether they look good or not on a better monitor/TV. So I hooked up my TV to see my old renders and found out I used to saturate my render a lot more than I should have. But with Episode 4 that has changed, and my renders will change for the better from now on.

2. STORY: [60K words/2.5 to 3.0 hour]About the Characters:

Jill: You will see a lot of Jill(Policewoman) in this episode. You will also learn how she started bullying our protagonist, and you will see her in action.
Kavita(The Indian beauty) is also in this update, as I have said already, she will get a bigger part than just being Mrs. Patel now. And I have given her a more interesting storyline, I hope you will like the way I’m going with her.
Dixie (The crazy reporter) You only saw a glimpse of her, but you will see A LOT of her in this episode.
Ashley (Ebony beauty), you will see the wall between her and our protagonist slowly but surely breaking in this episode.
Chloe(The Cam Girl), I know she may not be people’s fav, but she has a scene in this, and you will see more of her submissive side.
Maya, you will finally see her kink in this episode, from the start I knew if I was introducing a lot of characters I should at least give them different kinks. I know, discussing Maya’s kink is a bit risky here but I hope you are getting where I’m going with her
Cynthia (The redheaded neighbor), you will finally break the boundary that is stopping you with her. Also, you will meet the annoying Donald.

About the world building:

Novus City- This update is going to be a lot of world-building. Starting with the name of the city where Mc is living right now, which is called Novus City. This city is surrounded by the sea from three sides, with a lot of beaches, casinos, hotels, and a lot of foreign money coming to the city. Which makes this city a haven for organized crime groups. I have also made an AI image for this city, I don’t think I’m that talented enough to make a whole city in a few days in 3D right now.
Criminal groups:- In Ep4 you’re going to be introduced to many criminal groups who ruled Novus City and still are. Because there is enough money for every group, they have divided the city between each other. How Mc is connected to all this will be explained briefly in ep4. I’m going to make a post about this and show you guys some of those crime lords.
NCPD:- Novus City Police Department, you will see a lot more side of NCPD through Jill, even characters like the captain and the lieutenant of NPD. (I have only searched a little bit of these ranks and I hope I have given the right ranks to these characters.)
The pacing: At first I wanted to keep the bigger plot hidden till episode 5, but I have decided to change the pacing now, that is the reason this update is this big. My first thought was that I should introduce the LI first, progress in their path, and then introduce the actual plot but now I feel I should keep them going parallel.
Blood and violence: This episode will contain some scenes with blood, I think I have to add that to the notes at the start of the episode. I want to know if you guys have a problem seeing the blood or if I will have to change things in the post, I will think about this more and ask a few devs about this.
The antagonist: Every good story needs a good antagonist, and this story has one too. Usually, antagonists like these reveal themself at the end of stories but I don’t like that way, I want to create a rivalry between our Mc and our antagonist. The connection of this antagonist to Mc and his past will be shown in this episode too.

A few changes in the story:

In EP3 I have added Maya’s missing scene, with only Ashley’s route
In Ep3 Mikayla’s neutral scene is added
In Ep3 Maya’s Scene with Only Jennifer’s route.

3. ANIMATIONS: [10]

All 10 animation has more than 60 frames, so a total of 600 render frames.

4. CODES: [02 new features]

Two big features in this update are…

Path Maker:

This option will let you play the latest episode without going through the previse ones.

First, you will have to enter your name and last name, and the path maker will start asking you questions about the characters in the game.

Instead of asking about every choice you have already made till ep3, the question will be precise, for example, which path you will take with Ashley? This way you won’t spend 5 to 10 minutes just answering questions.

Also, you will be able to change their name according to your taste.

Of course, there will be only a few important questions for you to answer that will affect the game.

Otherwise, you only have to select Yes or No to pursue a particular character’s path.

The Walkthrough Mode:

In preference, you will find this option.

In this updated Walkthrough mode, you will get hints about the choices you are making.

I know it took too long to make this episode, so I will try extra hard to make Episode 5 quicker.

XMAS SPECIAL 22

1. RENDERS: 350

2. WORDS: 9500+

3. ANIMATION: 03

4. Introducing Mrs. Claus and her apprentice, Sabrina.

5. Changes in the main menu.

6. Fixed bugs and some dialogs in Ep3

EPISODE 3 Final:

1. RENDERS: Total count= 1800+

New renders= 740

2. Scenes: 5 more scenes (Major and Minor).

2.1 20000+ words.

2.2 A scene with Sally the nurse.

2.3 A scene showing Jennifer’s wild side.

2.4 Introducing a new character Gael.

2.5 The first look of Mellisa (Not a spelling mistake).

2.6 A scene with Ashley in an arcade shop.

2.7 Tried to write more and differently. Less like a web novel and more like a VN.

2.8 Finally a sex scene.

2.9 Changed Chloe’s scene.

3. Animations: 2 new animations.

4 Music/ Sound:

Music tracks: 22

Sounds: 33

5. Changed the Main Menu GUI.

6. New Main Menu picture.

7. New banner.

EPISODE 3 Beta

1. Renders- 1000. This is the first time I made 1000 renders for an update. (Excluding animation frames.)

2. 12 scenes. I tried to write more this time.

2.1 Introducing Chloe. (Just to intrigue you, she is an independent scientist and she has an Onlypal.)

2.2 Introducing Dixie. (Just giving you the first look at Dixie and showing you a bit of her personality.)

2.3 Revealing the reasons behind Mikayla’s tattoos and her nose ring.

2.4 You meet Frankie and Skippy again.

2.5 You get to see Ashley and Mikayla on the same bed.

3. Animations- Yes, we have animations now. 12 animations to be exact. (Read more in Dev notes.)

3.1 Frames: 60+140+180+180+60+60+60+60+60+60+30

4. Music tracts – 22. Sounds- 26.

EPISODE-2 Public release

1. Added the last two scenes(one lewd).

1.1 You are finally meeting Jennifer at the present time.

1.2 Introducing Tara, she is going to be a very important character. She has a connection with our protagonist that even he does not know about. I kept her introduction small and sweet cause I still wanted to keep Jennifer the star of this Episode but you will see a lot of Tara in upcoming EPs.

2. Added more music

3. Added more sounds

4. Removed problems from the code.

5. Added a new Main menu image. (Just wanted to add a 5th point.)

EPISODE 2-BETA

Renders = 600+
Scenes= 10 (In the Beta)

1. Introducing Jeniffer, she was only hinted at in episode 1 now you are going to see a lot of her in this update.

2. Introducing Jill Burch, she is one of the people from our protagonist’s past.

3. Seeing a glimpse into Cynthia’s life.

4. Remembering some past moments with Ashley.

5. And of course, a pleasant drive with Mikayla.

EPISODE ONE

Renders-430

10 scenes (8 Major, 2 mini)

Added hints of relationships

Added many sounds

Added Music to every major scene

Removed all the mistakes in typos and grammar

BETA

- v0.05b Release

-200(1920×1080) renders

-7 scenes(2mini, 5 major)

Developer Notes:

Hi, Speed here. The Ep3 Final is fixed now. Also, a special episode is there for you guys.

FYI previous episodes are included.

Now let me clear a few things-

-I changed the version name to 4CG RW(Reworked) from 4CG OCT 27.

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A lot of people asked me about pregnancy fetish and if it will be in a game or not and every time I answered yes, this time I’m putting it on planned fetishes, with breeding kink.

-I have answered your questions:

After episode 3 was released to the public. I have received a lot of questions and a lot of comments, I will be addressing them here.

1. Bi-sexual love interests

A lot of people complained about this, with a couple of reviews only complaining that all Characters are bisexual, and in a harem, the focus is shifting from Mc to other characters. Let’s see how many characters are Bi in my game:

Bi :

Jennifer

Mellisa

Sally

Jill(Maybe)

Not BI:

Ashley

Maya

Cynthia

Lily

Chloe

Eve

Tara

Mikayla

There are a few more characters like Kavita, Sam, and Deja who are straight and are not in the game yet.

Ashley has seen Mc doing things with Mikayla, she was excited because MC was there not because Mikayla

Maya, Mikayla, Chloe. Tara and Cynthia have never said anything or done anything that made them Bi.

An argument can happen about Lily that maybe she is bi she was excited to see Maya, but voyeurism is her kink also, She is way too obsessed with MC.

Now Jill is not Bi for me but people will argue so maybe because there was a scene when she wanted to reach Mc through Jennifer.

Now, the problem with Jennifer is as if people stopped reading or something after she entered the room of that hospital scene. Cause I have dropped hints of her kink in epi2 on the driving scene and she said herself that she enjoys seeing his man fuck other girls. Yet people were still complaining about her being an alpha bitch or something.

I never expected to receive a question like this one; I never knew the harem community was so particular about harems. The reason most of the girls in my games are attracted to other girls is that I want them to accept the relationship they are in with Mc and other girls.

Example: Jennifer and Mellisa are related, and I have already established that Mc had been intimate with both of them, individually and together. Now, if Mellisa and Jennifer are not attracted to each other that will be such an awkward scene for those two characters. Like they are committing ince$t just because they like a guy, it will feel forced. But because Mellisa is interested in Jennifer already, things can go smoothly without feeling icky. FYI, it gives the green light to a scene where Jennifer and Mc double-team Mellisa.

2. Lesbian scenes:

This one was also unexpected cause I think I have always shown lesbianism tag in my game from the start as a planned fetish. But people were asking if the lesbian scenes would be optional or not. Before I tell you my decision I should explain why is lesbian tag was there, mainly the tag was for a lesbian couple which is going to be added to the game in the future. Also, for other girls to be in a relationship with each other even though Mc is going to be the pillar of that relationship.

For now, my decision is the make those scenes optional but there is a difficulty to it. If you observed that the lewd scene I make usually carries a lot of information for the later scene, for example, in the scenes with Cynthia or with Sally in the both of those scenes a lot of things were said which changed later scenes with those characters or information about those characters. If I make those lewd scenes optional a lot of information will be missed. The solution to this is to make a non-lewd scene where that information is delivered.

3. Why is there so much lying and secrets, even though a lot of those characters love each other?

This one was unique and I find it cute that someone asked this. Sorry for the philosophical answer, the thing I believe people lie most to the people they love and those lies don’t need to be told for manipulating the other person or betraying them, but to protect the people they love or protect the relationship.

Also, this is the kind of story I want to present, of course in a utopian society we wouldn’t need to lie or keep secrets but this game is not set in a utopian future. Also, this applies to our own society too, this is functioning because we are lying and keeping secrets.

Just imagine you telling everything to your significant other, and when I say everything that means everything little thing, no matter how stupid that thing was. Especially the things you did in college. Do you think you still be in a relationship after you told everything? Or

When a child is very young and has no idea of the real society, his parent doesn’t; tell him everything about society to him, just to protect his innocence not keep secrets from him.

Now, the reason you find those lies a lot problematic is that those lies don’t have any stakes attached to them for now. If you knew the weight those lies carry it will be much easier for you to digest. Don’t worry those secrets and lies will be revealed soon.

4. Bad love interests:

A few people commented about this, that a few characters (especially Chloe) are bad love interests, because of lying or keeping secrets or being an ungrateful bitch (Chloe of course). But I don’t think they are bad love interests but they are flawed. When I first started writing this game I had one thing in my mind; this game will be character-oriented, which means every character will have their own moment, their own struggle, problems, likings, and fetishes. Those characters will have their own arcs, they will not just exist just to be fucked by the Mc (even though they will be at one point). I know I’m a great writer or something but I want to add something to my game that I felt missing in some of the games I played.

Also, flawed characters are fun to write, you can so much about them, their backstory, their interests, their likings, their goals, and of course their redemptions.

5. Why does Mc behave so childishly in front of Jill?

I’m glad someone picked up on that. When I was thinking about the scene with Jill I wanted to show that they knew each other since childhood, they never get along yet never drifted apart from each other, and the last thing that Jill used to bully Mc. Now the reason Mc behaves so differently in front of Jill is one of my friends, that guy behaves so differently in front of me than his college friends or his colleagues and turns out I also do that too. I try to look more mature in front of my colleagues and I behave like a kid in front of my childhood friends.

That’s the reason Mc behaves so childish in front of Jill, they both had a toxic relationship since childhood, and every time they meet they want to insult each other just like they did when they were little, instead of being mature.

6. Why so much drama and suspense?

Cause I like those kinds of stories and I wanted to write one like that.

7. Why can players read characters’ thoughts, is Mc a mind reader?

This one was a weird question. I don’t think Mc ever behaved like a mind reader. So no, he is not. The reason a player can read other characters’ thoughts is that I want them as a creator, I like showing their inner struggle to players. If a character is liking this situation or hates it.

Also, being able to read inner dialogues is a good thing especially in the case of Jennifer, because she is a tsundere, most of the time she presents to not accept Mc’s advances but because of her inner thoughts a player can tell what she actually wants. Now just imagine that scene in the hospital where Mc is meeting Jennifer for the first time, that scene would look a lot rapye without those inner dialogues.

8. Will Jennifer dominate other Love interests?-NO!

No! When it comes to Ashley, Lily, Maya, or any other characters whom Jennifer has barely any scenes with. And if Mc is present and has given his permission she will show her dominance over ONLY! ONLY to Mellisa or Sally.

These are the question I could remember right now, if you have more let me know, I can try to answer them without spoiling the story

–Different ‘pacing’ with different characters:

I forget to add this point to the page last time. From now on you will see different pacing with different characters, which means you will see a few characters where we will take time and build their relationship and then move to the lewd stuff such as Asley, Maya, Jennifer, etc. But there will also be characters where the lewd stuff takes priority instead of their relationship building. such as Chloe and Sally. I think this will give variety to the players.

-Plot:

At the start of the writing the story I wanted to make sure that the main plot of the story should not be always in the face of the player, and that the story does not need to remind the player to keep focusing on the main plot, instead let the main plot brewing in the background and it’s not always in the face of the player. Cause I have played a lot of games that kept their main plot always in the limelight never letting me forget about the main plot it’s not necessarily bad but the payoff of those stories was disappointing for me. That’s why I did this

-Chloe’s scene:

Also, changed Chloe’s scene a bit. Now, you can reject Chloe properly. And there is a new path in Chloe’s story now.

– Sally’s scene and Jennifer’s femdom:

When I was writing this scene, I thought about this a lot cause this is a male fantasy game, and most people like each end of that spectrum where either Mc is extremely dominating or Mc is extremely submissive all the time. So I wanted to do something different with Mc and Jennifer’s relationship, from now on I want to keep things fluid between them, of course, it will be optional. But I want to add one more thing if it isn’t obvious that Jennifer likes being the Alpha bitch, she does not mind if Mc’s is taking the dominating role but she wants to be in second in command if more people are involved. We will explore this more when Mellisa is in the picture

– The Serial Killers:
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I think I saw a comment about this, complaining about why did the main plot changed all of a sudden. The thing is the main plot hasn’t changed but the serial killer is another character who will be very important to the main plot and the main point is not the serial killer but who she killed, that’s all the hint I can give right now. The serial killer gave a new dynamic between Ashley and Tara, as well as Mc and Sally. Also, it showed the world where Mc is living, that this city had a problem of crime which will be much easier for the audience to digest the things going to happen in the future.

–Animations:
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It was a bit hard to make animations in Daz, even though I wanted to make a lot more than these 12 I had to stop myself cause it was quite time-consuming. I had to redo a few of them because of noise, and lighting issues. Just because of this, the whole update took a lot more time than usual. In the future, I will keep myself from making a lot of them till I learn a new program to get better and easier animations.

– For now, I’m only focusing on the harem route. I have already stated that I will be working on individual routes of character after I’m done with the harem route. Cause it’s just not possible I don’t want to give you false hope for working on 10 -15 directions at the same time.

– NETORi:

A few people asked about this. Yes, netori will be there but in the future, till Ep3 I have only mentioned that character will be responsible for this tag. If you have more questions let me know.

-HAREM:

A lot of people asked me about this and yeah, harem will be in this game but every character or group of characters will get their own specific endings, so if you only want to go towards one particular character you will be able to do that.

-Tara and Mc: Before anyone ask me, yeah they are related.

-Nose ring:

A few people asked about this, and yeah there is a reason for that nose ring, and all those tattoos on Mikayla’s body but I will not explain them here, you have to wait for Ep3 for that. But this did give me an idea for a post.

-Relationship between Mc and Ashley: After a lot of thinking I have decided to keep Ashley as the half-sister to our protagonist, so don’t get confused by the default word, you can easily change it.

-SLOWBURN:

When I said this will be a Slow Burn, I meant that there will not be an actual sex scene in a few early episodes cause I believe that a sex scene between two characters would be more meaningful if you know about those characters first and their stories. BUT there will always be some kind of lewd scene in every episode onwards.

-NTR:

I wanna make it clear that there will be no NTR towards Mc(like sharing and stealing his girls), but Netori will be a part of this game. In the description, I already said Mc would have a choice, a choice to take revenge on the people who hurt him in the past, and that’s all I’m going to say right now.

-FLOW:

I know a lot of people are confused about the flow of events in this game, the thing is everything that happened in the past will be revealed slowly but surely in each upcoming episode. what happened to Mc in the last six-year? How did Mc gain so much success? How does he own an apartment building? What did make him leave his only family behind and come to the city? all those questions will be answered in upcoming episodes. This mystery is the main flavor of this story and everything will be revealed about Mc and the character around him, just wait patiently.

-Versions: From now on, the game will be released in episodes so it will be less confusing for everyone (especially me).

Thank you.

I hope you like this update. Let me know your thoughts and feedback. Again thank you for your patience.

DOWNLOAD
Win/Linux: GOFILE – MEGA – MIXDROP – PIXELDRAIN – UPLOADHAVEN
Mac: GOFILE – MEGA – MIXDROP – PIXELDRAIN – UPLOADHAVEN
Android: GOFILE – MEGA – MIXDROP – PIXELDRAIN – UPLOADHAVEN

Xmas Special 22

Win/Linux: MEGA – PIXELDRAIN – GOFILE
Mac: MEGA – PIXELDRAIN – GOFILE
Android: MEGA – PIXELDRAIN – GOFILE

Extras: German Translation*

Extras: German Translation* – Spanish Translation*
Luii2193 thanks for the links
*This unofficial port/version is not released by developer, download at your own risk.